I'm starting to fear that after two and a half years mine and toris relationship is failing. I've been staying with him and his family down state for two weeks now and we have done nothing but fight since I got here.

Even at this very moment we are in the midst of a fight. After me storming out of the bed room when he finally decided to come in there and do something I returned to the house after taking a walk in the woods to calm down and think I came to find that he's locked the door. I can't help but think that is very childish, but then again what I did was also childish. I packed all of my stuff up this morning and am highly contemplating going home tomorrow even thought I planed to spend the whole summer with him not just two weeks.

It doesn't help that the whole time I've been here I've wanted yell at his mom for the way the house is kept or rather not kept at all yes I can understand that she works a lot but still no matter how much you work you'll have time to take care of dinner once everyone has eaten or there's bound to be time tidy up once in a great while or make sure the food in the refrigerator didn't expire two or three years ago. Then that leads me in to one of the many things Toris been doing or rather not doing that's pissed me of the whole time I've been here. it's his responsibility to keep the dishes done and the litter box cleaned. well I hate to inform you but the two go undone till some one informs him (many times I might add) that they need to be done. I'm sorry I was raised in a house that if you had to be told once to do your choures you waited to long. He's almost 21 and he doesn't do anything unless told he throws tantrums. when I say that what I mean is if some one says something that he did not want to hear he leaves and pouts somewhere and then is pissy for the next couple hours. Like now.

I'm fed up with it. not to mention the gaming. sure I can except the fact that he's a gamer and needs time to play games. BUT when it's all day long starting before I'm even awake (he gets up and leaves me in our room, knowing I hate waking up alone for good reasons) to play video games. this lasts either until his brother demands the tv or I decide that I'm tired at midnight and go to bed there that's how my days this last two weeks been like. I know I can be needy, and clingy, and rather high maintenance but come on! That's not how some one should treat there girlfriends (excuse me feinse)

I feel like I should but at the same time I feel like I should stay and see this through. I don't know what I should do.